24 Years


24 years of life.

I have learned these truths:

1 - Jesus is better than anything else in the world. I would rather know Him than anything or anyone else in the entire universe. His love is better than life. His glory shines brighter than any other. 

2 - This is joy: knowing the Father in the face of the Son by the work of the Spirit. 

3 - Jesus is enough in every way. For sin, he is the sacrifice. For guilt, he is righteousness. For lies, he is truth. For darkness, he is light. For fear, he is peace. For despondency, he is joy. For loneliness, he is fellowship and love forever. 

4 - Sin leaves you empty. Ruined. Jesus leaves you full. Restored. The only life worth living is the one lived for Christ and in Christ. 

5 - Even when I doubt him, he doesn't let me go. (Psalm 73)

6 - Oftentimes, it is in the darkest seasons that Jesus especially delights to impress his love upon me. 

7 - I should always trust God and have faith, no matter what's happening. 

8 - There's such a thing as absolute beauty. We talk about absolute truth. Yes. And absolute Truth is absolute Beauty. You can be wrong about what is beautiful. 

9 - All glory belongs to God, and the greatest good in this life is to share in that giving of glory (which really is a receiving of glory, turned around into praise). 


Of my 24 years, the happiest day(s) I can ever remember were Easter weekend, 2022. The love of Christ in all of his crucifixion-glory, and his resurrected defeat of death, were pressed more firmly into my heart than any other time I can remember. 


I can truly say that the Lord Jesus Christ fills me with more joy than anything else in the world, and I long to know Him more. 

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